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Random Thoughts at Night.

My horny self. Just sitting here staring and imagining. "What would it feel like?" I question myself. I take a deep breath. I want to make a move already... I must get him. I want him to fall so hard. Then again, I don't want to look needy or thirsty. Would he want me? Come to think of it... Does he have "someone"???! We have been chatting...*smiles* He has never asked for my number. He has never asked where I stay*sobs* Am I even pretty? Should I actually post this personal blog out there? Random thoughts. Random thoughts. I take a deep breath. O shoot! lectures are going to start soon. I gotta start reading. What more should I add to this to round it up. I know I am not consistent in posting but then... From now on words I would. I mean, I would try. So here I think this should be it. I also have to improve on my vocabulary like. By the way,I am not sending this link to anyoneπŸ˜‚πŸ˜Ά this write up should be for random people πŸ’€πŸ‘€ Don't forget to leave a comme...

I am not changing.

The society as of now has developed and grown to its certain standards.However,the pros and cons I am not willing to adapt to. The ideal type they all want.Leaving people fake and conceal their amazing selves. I am me. I love fantasizing. I love youtube. I love snapchatting. I love falling in love. I love making friends. I love Nigerian music. I love keeping up with reality shows. I love learning from others. I love listening to David O. I hope to be something big tomorrow. I believe love does not feature your partners body size. I have lots more to tell the world about myself. This is me. Love me. Accept me. If I am short,tall,skinny,fat,flat,thick. To hell with itπŸ˜‡. I mean who brought in those beauty standards. My race my differ. I AM A BLACK. I would want nothing more than for you to show me love. I am a christian. Just like how us have a faith to believe in, so do I. Accept me nevertheless. I have prayed for a change. 😡I  find myself still searching for it. Stop changing peop...

REALITY...

Having a mental conversation the 100th time on the issue of trust. I have come to a conclusion that... Am sorry to say but "nobody cares" nobody cares of what ever you do. The sweet talk that you  receive from them is just for you to HEAR but LISTEN to what they say when things get real and they are put in a situation to choose you before them. What they make you believe is what they actually feel but the pityful life has made it that when it gets real their words they imposed to you earlier on goes contradictory to their actions.  Understanding life, you would know that the world is a selfish co existing habitat.  People stay independent not to get hurt and not to admit they knew they would be betrayed. See, you are on your own.  Whom ever said that you are not on your own should prove themselves worthy.  Betrayal is a fund action and people fail to learn from their actions and keep on falling for trials.  Why not stay on your own and when the fake ones ap...

RACISM SHOULD GROW OF GREATER HIEGHTS...

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I am a black, I have a defined history of greatness backing up my color where ever I stand,  I guess some people don't see the magnificent worth of my color,  When I enter a room not only should I be respected but also I should be admired.  Racisim is the world's biggest mistake of all time.  A person who is a racist, does not acknowledge "ego".... Justice should be due to whom is due George πŸ˜—πŸ˜’RIP But the hands of those involved in the death should be judged for their crime equally... And I was thinking this is done past us already  What a world